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| i know what all of you are going to say family friends i know i dont want no long discution on it i want your feelings about and for you to stand by me and my distions. i want you all to belivie in me when i say this. first my mom she raised me the way she felt what right i respect her for it and thank her for it. my step dad we never talked and had 2 veiws. my real dad im trying to work things out. and all my friends my parnets are not bad people they did what they felt was right so stop gining them crap if you are really my friend. ok, here is the big one. this is my life and my feelings so respect it and stand by me if you really care and love jme ok. im engaged to Monica. yes we had a month of pain and strugle and stress. but they say you must go through hell before life gets good. well things got good and were both happy now i know her better then her friends and she know me vary well. no it was not the i just poped the question we both really talked about it and we talk about a lot of stuf. i know she loves me due to when we were whatching music and lyrics i just could see this sweet inisent love for me and im the same back. i know i have "loved" other girls but i always had my doughts with them all. im not saying she is perfect really who is and not that many people want us together she has a reputation but the past is the past and we must let go of it but learn from it. i really do love her and i can tell she does back. we trust each other and we bend for each other. we fight little but work it out it is mostly my fault and not understanding. family and friends i want your feed on it but i want you to suport me in what i am doing and yes i know were only 17 were young but we have to grow up, and when do we grow up? is it when we start to think for are selfs and fight every day for are selfs? i love you all i hope you all will understand. let me please do what i want to do with my feelings and stand by me and belive in us. | | |
| i disited to run after what i have been for so long ago again idk y. a part of me never left them. idk how they feel for me. 1 in a half i will show up at her footstep like i said i would i alway will | | |
| we never reach are dreams are goals yes, but are dreams we never do. why i dont know, but we knoew in the back of are head we wont reach them but yet we still dream. will i do i know they wont come true, but i still put a little in them.
see yes right now things are messed up for me, yes i feel alone and like crap, but i have something not a dream not a goal something i know is going to happen not right not not any time soon but this one thing i have i will always have and i will swicth my life around. yes it will take some years to get it, but its something i want so bad that the things that happen to me now are just a moment of upset but nothing im going to kill myself over. so dont worry sort turms i sound bad but in the long run i am ok and thats what maters. | | |
| in life there is so much to think about so much to worry about but yet a thing is a thing it is easy to get rid of any thing you want you just have to have the power to get rid of it. look im in wyoming i have no past any more, no one knows me now what i have to do is just let go of the things that hurt me. i have and tuesday they will be forever forgoten unless they come to me in a way and by that time i will know what to do with them | | |
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